Thursday, December 29, 2011

You make me smile...



Bila kamu mohon sesuatu kepada Allah 'Azza wajalla maka mohonlah dengan penuh keyakinan bahawa do'amu akan terkabul. (HR. Ahmad)

You make me smile so easily. Can you be there, to do it, forever?

> Sometimes the memories are worth the pain <

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

The Shelter

I find shelter, in this way
Under cover, hide away
Can you hear, when I say?
I have never felt this way

Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on

Could I be, was I there?
It felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown, whenever you leave
Please teach me gently, how to breathe

And I'll cross oceans, like never before
So you can feel the way I feel it too
And I'll mirror images back at you
So you can see the way I feel it too

Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on

Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on

Song by The XX - Shelter



Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you. They are not perfect but are always perfect for you...

Monday, December 26, 2011

Life is.....



Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over :) - encik mimpi

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Kesian Afrina ...


Start from last Tuesday , kakwa is warded. Kesian Afrina, each times she came to hospital she will crying and kiss her mother on the hand and face. Almost every nite, she will sleep with tears.

Kakwa....Hope you getting better and discharged asap...

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

S.U.K.A by EM



Ku suka padamu
Suka caramu
Pabila ku bersamamu
Hatiku riang selalu

Ku suka tawamu
Suka senyummu
Pabila kau bercerita
Akulah pendengar setia

Namun ku tidak tahu
Cara untuk kata padamu
Aku jatuh suka padamu

Maka ku tuliskan lagu
Menyampaikan rasa sukaku
Ku ingin kau dengarkan aku

Ku mahu kau selalu suka
Bila ku mulai petikkan gitar
Ku tak mahu dirimu berduka
Itu aku tak suka

Ku mahu kau selalu suka
Bila ku mengalunkan suara
Ku mahu mendengar kau ceria
Sebab itu yang paling ku suka

Terkadang ku malu
Bila denganmu
Tak tahu kenapa begitu
Mungkin sebab ku suka kamu

Ku bayangkan kamu
Sebagai temanku
Walau sebenarnya ku takut
Akan kehilanganmu

Jangan kau jauh dariku
Aku jenis tak tahan rindu
Nanti hidupku bercelaru

Tolonglah dengar lagu ku
Jika kau juga rindukan aku
Ku suka kau dengarkan aku

Ku mahu kau selalu suka
Bila ku mulai petikkan gitar
Ku tak mahu dirimu berduka
Itu aku tak suka

Ku mahu kau selalu suka
Bila ku mengalunkan suara
Ku mahu mendengar kau ceria
Sebab itu yang paling ku suka

Ku mahu kau selalu suka
Bila ku mulai petikkan gitar
Ku tak mahu dirimu berduka
Itu aku tak suka

Ku mahu kau selalu suka
Bila ku mengalunkan suara
Ku mahu mendengar kau ceria
Itu yang aku suka

Dan ku lakukan semua yang kau suka
Andai itu membuat hatimu suka
Aku suka melihat kau suka
Sebab kamu yang paling ku suka

Aku SUKA...
Aku SUKA...
Padamu...

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

A smiley day ^^

Yay ! Teman bergossip dah sihat dan kembali bekerja seperti biasa... Pagi2 dah jumpa, he's still not fully recover. I can hear his voice does not sound so good. He even asked me "tak takut berjangkit ke?" I just smile :)

Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another, "What! You too? I thought I was the only one". -C.S Lewis

Monday, December 19, 2011

U hv my words...

This is the picture that I took on the journey to hometown last two weeks, just realize the cloud look like heart shape. But heart shape in black color doesn't look good isn't?

You know you really care when you have to try and convince yourself that you don't.

Be determined to constantly change yourself for the better! Never let your past hold you back or make you contented. From now onwards, no more chicken tendon. U hv my words. =)

Friday, December 16, 2011

Described a person

Last night I show Tisya my friend pic. Then I asked her how my friend look. She give me the hilarious answer which make me laugh out loud and then I show another fren pic , she still give the hilarious comments. Kids point of view is really unique, honest - what they see, they will say it without any doubtful.

"tak hensem / cantik pun.muka dia masam je..."

Lesson learnt - sila ambil gambar dengan senyuman yang menawan ye !

Sometimes, when you imagine a perfect guy, you realize you've described a person you've known forever.

Little key


Little key can open big locks. Simple words reflect great thoughts. Your smile can cure heart blocks. So keep on smiling. It ROCKS. ^^

Semalam sebelum tidur, semua anak-anak sedara tersadai kat katil makcik dia sambil mengupdate citer + gossip + rumors etc..etc..etc... Sgt comel je bila dengar citer2 diorg ni. Klakar pun ada... Then I realize all of them grow up rapidly, Aiman is taller than me - baru 13tahun. Seronoknya kalau hari2 camni...

Thursday, December 15, 2011

He’s warded


Teman berlibur & bergossip warded n I'm d last person who notice it ..... On the 1st place I shud called him yesterday... Even after he text n called, I'm hardly to believed since he loved to prank me all the times...I'm sorry.... Hope he doing well......:(

It feels just like a dream

Video yang sgt creative ....



Kim Hyun Joong - Marry Me / Marry You

I laugh for no reason
I get happy for no reason
It's so soft - everything is aromatic

Your voice is already like a spell cast on me
I thank you - it's the first I felt like this

Don't say anything and please hug me
Please accept my heart

Every morning I open my eyes
And drink the morning coffee
It feels just like a dream

On days I feel blue, you hold me
I promise that moment I swear (I swear on this moment)
Will you be that kind of love to me?
This is a love song for you (love song)

Whether you really don't know
Or you just can't catch it
Or if you know how much my heart is burning

My heart is only you
But you only look at other people
You don't know how I feel so much

Don't say anything and please kiss me
Please accept my love

Every morning I open my eyes
And drink the morning coffee
It feels just like a dream

On days I feel blue, you hold me
I promise that moment I swear (I swear on this moment)
Will you be that kind of love to me?
This is love is for you (love)

I promise that I'll never change
I promise you eternity

Your two cheeks blush
You shyly lower your head
I will love you forever

Every day in the same bed
Every day dreaming the same dreams yeah

A sweet kiss with you
Please only love me
I will promise you

I Promise That Moment I Swear (I swear on this moment)
Please accept my heart
This is a love song for you (love song)

Credits to Popgasa and JBPH/BBZ @ FB

Friday, December 9, 2011

Dear frens.....


Even letey n have to work for the whole weekend, rasa sangat happy coz gettin noe all of u...* Sigh* He going for outstation today... Hopefully u doing well soon... Teman berlibur n bergossip :)

Thursday, December 8, 2011

A million reason...


Today, I've attend three meetings. From 9-6 meeting, meeting , meeting then add, add, add existence workload. I hope I can smile sincerely from heart... As age increasing, a tiny2 aspect in life become too broad. I'm too grateful for HIM because HE is always there for me... Like what my BF said: U do not need a lot of people around u, u just need HIM- who understand u ^^

A lot of things happened in this 2-3 weeks.......... I hopes I can learn from the experiences.

Monday, December 5, 2011

Keep movin


Keep moving awie.... at least until d end of dis year jerk ~~~

Friday, November 25, 2011

Sepanjang Perjalanan

Bersembang dengan En Shah tadi. He's same age as Along. The way he think quite unic. Tak semua orang sama.... and always think about future before you make any decision :)


Berjalan di sekeliling alam

Sepanjang perjalanan
Terpukau aku membaca pesan
Kebesaran Illahi

Segalanya telah nampak sempurna
Gunung ladang air angkasa raya
Hanya satu kata yang bisa ku ucap
Maha Suci Allah pencipta alam semesta ini

Berarah pohon di tepi jalan
Sepanjang perjalanan
Sejuknya sampai hinggap di hati
Membuatku bahagia

Lyrik : edCoustic_Sepanjang Perjalanan




Tuesday, November 22, 2011

attitude

The most important thing in life is attitude. Really admire Hizwani Hassan talk last week. When u r dealing wif people u have to understand others but in d same times keep ur own principle. Hizwani seriously is not a common person , he's someone that can bring all positive energy into ur self and he can even change the community. I really hope i can attend his talk again and again....



Setahun? Dua tahun lagi....it's been 10 years for us....shud i still waiting for uncertainty ?

picture credit to : http://www.evangelione.com/

Friday, November 11, 2011

XML

Tiba-tiba rindu nak wat simple coding using html...kepala memang dah asyik fikir unexpected thing. Sekarang tengah bermain-main dengan coding XML.. ..Teringat lecturer dan tutor yang mengajar subjek ni dulu dan how dummy am I abt XML back then. Adakah merindui zaman wat coding - the answer absolutely big NO..NO....cuma rindu apa yang telah dipelajari dulu...Lama tak buat, kena study balik :)

Thursday, November 3, 2011

4 hari lagi...

4 hari untk siapkan CS. Big boss already make his demand. Am I too slow or I do not noe how to utilize my times. Physical and emotionally depressed. News,event,server n portal - please be good to me this week....Don't make any unpredictable demand please. I'm begging u “o“

Sesiapa yang membahagiakan orang lain ,

dia akan menjadi orang yang paling bahagia.


Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Sendiri Menyepi..

Sendiri Menyepi..
Tenggelam dalam renungan

Ada apa aku seakan kujauh dari
ketenangan
perlahan kucari,
mengapa diriku hampa…


mungkin ada salah,
mungkin ku tersesat,

mungkin dan mungkin la
gi…

Oh Tuhan aku merasa
sendiri menyepi
ingin ku menangis, menyesali diri, mengapa terjadi

sampai kapan ku begini
resah tak bertepi
kembalikan aku pada cahayaMu
yang sempat menyala
benderang di hidupku..

Perlahan kucari, mengapa diriku hampa
m
ungkin ada salah mungkin ku tersesat,

mungkin dan mungkin lagi

Oh Tuhan aku merasa..
sendiri menyepi…
Ingin ku menangis, menyesali diri,
mengapa terjadi
sampai kapan ku begini

resah tak bertepi
kembalikan aku pada cahayaMu yang sempat menyala
Oh Tuhan aku merasaaaaaaaa……
seeeeendiri….
aku merasa sendiri..
sampai kapan begini resah tiada bertepi…
Ooohh..
Kuingin cahyaMu benderang di hidupku..

Ahh..Haha…




Friday, October 28, 2011

Betapa lemah

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar
Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Reff. :
Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya ilahi....
Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Kalau kita berubah .....

Tiada moodnya hari ini, mood baik kemanakah kamu? Mari sini, datang dekat, mari kita buat kerja bersama-sama. Layan encikmimpi pun tak jalan pagi ini...

Semalam check up dengan doktor. Doktor bagi nasihat yang sangat berguna untuk masa depan:-
"Kalau cedera kat kaki, kena kurangkan pergerakan tapi jika cedera kat tangan kena banyakkan lagi pergerakkan."

Baik doktor, saya ikut :)

Terharu dengar cerita Wardina



'Kalau kita berubah untuk jadi baik, Allah akan hantar orang2 yang baik untuk bersama2 kita.'


Pokok pangkal semuanya bermula dari kita sendirikan. Jika diri sendiri dah set niat tak mahu berubah, no one can help you !

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Hwang Bo – I Am Still Beautiful



It's been a while I didn't listen to her lovely voice.


“He is leaving.
I’m letting him go.
without holding him back
without dropping a tear
I’m letting him go.
all the romance is dead
it’s now an extravagant memory
if I cry just once
and hurt just once
everything will be over.
don’t say you know me.
the me that you knew is no more.
in the suffocating darkness.
I’m already familiar with this hurt
I’ve already found my happiness again.
forget about me~ please
don’t wake me up who is sleeping,
before the night is over
if I open my eyes
would I be able to sleep?
the words I hate more than dying.
the childish words I couldn’t convey..
to come back
to love me
to embrace me again.
don’t expect any of that from me~ really.
I’m not that kind of woman.
I’m still pretty
and lovable.
I’m very happy.”
(credit jaejoongie <3@soompi)

Kisah Cinta Facebook

Pagi-pagi dah melayan encikmimpi dengan muka sembap tak cukup tdo.....Confirm org sekeliling duk ngata "awat minah ni gelak depan pc sorg2 pepagi lagi...."
I'm ok...

Meh layan Kisah Cinta Facebook by Encik Mimpi

Monday, October 24, 2011

Addicted to....

Currently , i'm addicted to encikmimpi voice and lawak...his art help me to reduce all this workload in head and unstable emotion.You help me to keep my smiling :D

Sedar tak sedar dah setahun cik wul menemankan diri ini hampir setiap hari. Sekarang cik wul tak berapa sihat- harap cik wul segera sembuh....saya rindu sangat ngan cik wul...:(

Dua-tiga hari ini Tisya selalu call tanya khabar makcik dia..I likeeeeee :)




Mari layan karya encik mimpi :P

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Ringtones cik Lynn Yaya

bagaimana cara membuatmu bahagia
nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
tlah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
agar kau percaya cintaku berharga

tak kuat ku menahanmu, mempertahankan cintaku
namun kau begitu saja, tak pernah merindu

sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa

apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi

tlah lama ku menantimu, diam sendiri menunggu
setengah hati mencinta, ku sakit karenamu

sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci

sungguh aku tak bisa membenci dirimu
sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci ooo
cinta dan benci ooo yang ku rasa


Jatuh cinta dengan ringtones cik Lynn Yaya.Nak membahagiakan orang lain memang susah :(

tak pernah terang

Bila terasa deras jantungku
Terisi dgn nada-nada yg resah
Meyakinkanku adanya cinta
Tapi tak pernah terang

Sedangkan diriku semakin menjauh
Dan mula melupakanmu

Tersedar aku dlm pelukan
Kekasih tak pernah ku impikan
Cerita kita menghilang jauh
Hanya menjadi sinarku

Masihkah dirimu mendiamkan cinta
Percaya kepadaku

Cinta
Usah kau ragu
Ia kan selalu menemanimu
Biar kan ia bertamu

Cinta…
Ku tiada ganti hilang ….tanpa kau sedari
Cinta…
Ku hanya untuk kamu

Maafkan aku tak seperti yg kamu inginkan
Melepaskan mu saat kau memerlukan
Hapuskan hiba dihadapanku
Ku masih menanti kehadiranmu
Dapatkah melawan getarannya
Cinta



Influence by tihany drama :)

Monday, October 10, 2011

gettin better

alhamdulillah,bertambah baik.cuma tangan kanan perlu lbh byk berusaha untuk pulih kepada keadaan asal.redha dengan ketentuan yg telah tertulis.i can feel the bless...

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Pendambaan hamba

Tak tahu kenapa on the way gi kerja bley tetiba teringat lagu ni.

Tuhanku ampunkanlah segala dosaku
Tuhanku maafkanlah kejahilan hambaMu

Ku sering melanggar laranganMu

Dalam sedar ataupun tidak

Ku sering meninggalkan suruhanMu

Walau sedar aku milikMu



Bilakah diri ini kan kembali

Kepada fitrah sebenar

Pagi ku ingat petang ku alpa

Begitulah silih berganti


Oh Tuhanku Kau pimpinlah diri ini

Yang mendamba cintaMu

Aku lemah aku jahil

Tanpa pimpinan dariMu


Ku sering berjanji depanMu

Sering jua ku memungkiri

Ku pernah menangis keranaMu
Kemudian ketawa semula


Kau Pengasih Kau Penyayang
Kau Pengampun
Kepada hamba-hambaMu
Selangkah ku kepadaMu

Seribu langkah Kau pada ku


Tuhan diri ini tidak layak ke syurga Mu

Tapi tidak pula aku sanggup ke neraka Mu

Ku takut kepadaMu
Ku harap jua padaMu
Moga ku kan selamat dunia akhirat

Seperti rasul dan sahabat

Memang bagus betul lagu ini, mengingatkan diri ini yang makin lupa diri....banyak membazir dan buat benda2 tak berfaedah. Patutlah hati resah je 2-3 minggu ni.Semua benda serba tak kena..Wake up awie !


Wednesday, September 28, 2011

i want ur smile



letey...

kepala rasa berat...

mulut rasa ringan nak menjawap.....

tangan rasa cam tak boleh nak gerak.....

is this what you felt before, now i can feel it...

i just want to see ur smile...n hear ur smile....so that i can smile too.... :(






Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Better Tomorrow

Cloudy day- my tiresome daily routine, continuing in the druggish time
and and I drew it out

Sunny day- Living the days of my dreams, each shining day
I wanted, wanted and wanted it

To you I say, hello hello hello
I whisper, hello hello hello
Remember me as always
Don't forget me

i hear it, hear it, hear it in my heat
It spreads, spreads, spreads out
Far, far, far away it flies but love u love u
Is this love? Has love come to me as well?
Even if I live for one day, if only it's with you...
oh better tomorrow

One day, I filled you up in me
And another day, I let you go
And I had an empty, bitter smile

To you I say, hello hello hello
I whisper, hello hello hello
I don't want you to hurt on the days without me

I hear it, hear it, hear it in my heat
It spreads, spreads, spreads out
Far, far, far away it flies but love u love u
Is this love? Has love come to me as well?
Even if I live for one day, if only it's with you...
oh better tomorrow

I'm not afraid not afraid because of you

i hear it, hear it, hear it in my heat
It spreads, spreads, spreads out
Far, far, far away it flies but love u love u
Is this love? Has love come to me as well?
Even if I live for one day, if only it's with you...
oh better tomorrow

If I can dream next to you
oh better tomorrow




lyric :
She's - Better Tomorrow (Scent of a Woman OST) (여인의 향기 OST)

Monday, September 19, 2011

Andai Itu Takdirnya .

Andai itu takdirnya terimalah seadanya. Sudah tentu terselit hikmah disebalik musibah. Cuba kita perhatikan bunga mawar yang mekar kemerahan, sungguh cantik. Namun awas durinya mampu melukakan kita. Begitulah setiap yang indah bukannya mampu diraih dengan mudah namun perlu meredah berbagai mehnah, gunung perlu didaki lurah perlu dituruni. Kalau tidak dipecahkan ruyung manakan dapat sagunya. [+]




-ye saya berusaha but awak pun kena berusaha juga :)-

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Gotta deal with the mud

Musim hujan datang lagi...Alhamdulillah , kat Malaysia selalu hujan.Kalau panas pun udara masih mempunyai kelembapan yang tinggi. Tapi agaknya antibodi badan ni lemah betul, hari ini demam kerana kena hujan dari isnin , selasa dan rabu.:(




You pray for rain, you gotta deal with the mud too. That's a part of it.
- Denzel Washington

Monday, September 12, 2011

Thursday, September 8, 2011

I learn my lesson today ....

I learn my lesson today ....

Sangat bersyukur coz i can hold 'it' today ^^

Bless !!!!!!!






Tuesday, September 6, 2011

seminggu yang berlalu...

Sudah hampir seminggu ramadhan berlalu....ramadhan kali ini memang berbeza dari tahun sebelumnya. Masih tak berpuas hati dengan performance sendiri tapi sangat dan amat bersyukur dengan pengajaran yang dapat dipelajari. Sangat salute dengan makcik2 yang komited datang memeriahkan surau sepanjang bulan ramadhan.

Now is time to evaluate hati sendiri, I realize still i cant handle my main attitude problem.:(

Raya tahun ini macam biasa je tapi entah kenapa asyik teringat zaman kanak-kanak. Rindu nak main basikal dalam kampung. Beraya sakan dengan sedara-mara. Rindu nak tangkap kelip2 dan main bunga api + mercun malam raya. Rindu stesyen ketapi Sungkai yang lama yang penuh kenangan .... Rindu semua nya !!!!

dan sekarang rindu anak2 sedara :(

-kenapa erk selalu dengar doa orang selalu baca camni : .........dunia dan akhirat, kenapa dunia dulu sebelum akhirat. ??????

Friday, August 26, 2011

When you hope too much...


To love is to risk not being loved in return.

To hope is to risk pain.
To try is to risk failure
BUT
risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

5 hari lagi

Hari ke 25 ramadhan, 5 days left :(
Gunakan 5 hari ini sebaiknya :)
Doa banyak2.............. Moga diperkenankan :)

one weak


"....Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan." (al-fatihah : ayat 5)

Hari-hari baca dalam solat.Ce kira berapa kali kita minta dengan Allah setiap hari.:)

Monday, August 22, 2011

kamu dah berubah

Alhamdulillah, berjaya memulakan hari dan minggu ini dengan senyum lebar sampai ke telinga. Terima kasih kerana berubah menjadi lebih baik.







For me you can give me the happiness for a lifetime just in one word.


Saya sangat dan amat gembira. Thanks dear ^^

Friday, August 19, 2011

Tiada hati...





Semalam kakwa telefon dan bersembang hampir 1 jam. Macam-macam cerita keluar. Kakwa selalu complain pasal cikgu2 baru yang takde hati nak mengajar. Kelulusan tinggi dan ada di antaranya yang mempunyai kelulusan dari luar negara. Bayangkan orang yang bakal mengajar generasi2 akan datang ini , kerja semata2 kerana duit. Hati tak ikhlas nak mengajar.


Berdasarkan pengalaman2 terdahulu, kenal ramai cikgu yang tiada kelulusan tinggi tapi hati ikhlas untuk mengajar. Gaji tak sebanyak mana tapi masih beriya spend their money to their student just to make them happy.


Ilmu yang disalurkan secara ikhlas akan senang diterima oleh pelajar. Jadi sepatutnya, kementerian pelajaran emphasize kan tentang minat untuk jadi guru by their performance dan bukan hanya dengan kertas2 kelulusan yang kini boleh dibayar dengan wang ringgit.


Setiap kerja tu perlukan keikhlasan dalam perlaksaannya..dah sh....sh...... gi wat kerja cik awie :)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

He liked her...

"He liked her; it was as simple as that."- Nicholas Sparks


and



She liked him; why it was as difficult as the world wide tree... :)

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Keluhan waktu


Sesiapa yang mengerjakan amal soleh maka faedahnya akan terpulang kepada dirinya sendiri, dan sesiapa yang berbuat kejahatan maka bahayanya akan menimpa dirinya sendiri; dan Tuhanmu tidak sekali-kali berlaku zalim kepada hamba-hambaNya. (surah fussilat : ayat 46)

Kadang-kala kita sering mengeluh betapa perlahannya masa berlalu tetapi yakinkah kita setiap detik yang berlalu itu dapat menjamin kesenangan kita di 'sana'.

Monday, August 15, 2011

silences keeping me awake

When you wake up
Turn your radio on
And you'll hear this simple song
That I made up
That I made up for you

When you're driving
Turn your radio up
Cause I can't sing loud enough
Hard these days
To get my message through

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you
Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

When you marry
And you look around
I'll be somewhere in that crowd
Torn up, that it isn't me

When we're older
And the memories fade
I know I'll still feel the same
Yeah
For as long as I live

And if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you
Each day I'll turn it back

It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake
Won't you say my name, one time
Please just say my name


Song by : James blunt


Ada ke betul2 orang camni kat dunia ni?? Kalaulah ada, memang kesian betul- terlalu mengharap pada manusia ......


Jika mengharap pada manusia, seringkali kita akan kecewa.
Tapi jika mengharap pada ALLAH, pasti ada jalan penyelesaian yang membahagiakan kita.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

KeredhaanMu

Dah lama tak melayan nasyid dari Malaysia.
Liriknya menarik. Menyedarkan diri yang selalu terlupa dan leka.

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku
HambaMu merindukan
Rahmat kasih sayangMu
Dan jua keredhaanMu
Dalam hidupku

Meskipun ku ulangi dosa noda
Yang menjanjikan azab sengsara
Namun ku sedari
KeampunanMu tidak bertepi


Ku akui diri ini
Hamba yang mungkir pada janji-janji
Jadikanlah taubat ini yang sejati
PadaMu Ilahi


Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku
Ya Allah, redhakanlah kehidupanku
Moga terhapus penghijab kalbu
Antara Kau dan aku

Tuhan,
Ku zalimi diri ini
Andai Kau tak ampuni dan rahmati
Alangkah ruginya diri


Tuhan,
Jangan Kau palingkan hati ini
Setelah Kau beri hidayah
Sesungguhnya Kau Maha Pengasih





Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Take a deep breath




This is what im always said to my student:-


'Apa-apa kesalahan yang kamu buat semasa bulan Ramadhan ini datangnya dari kesalahan diri sendiri sebab syaitan kan dah kena ikat.'

I'm so regrets for what i'm doing last afternoon. Moral lesson - take a deep breath before acting and please go somewhere else if you can not control your emotion.





Today, i wake up with smile to her :)




p/s:But i feel so release after what happened yesterday ^^


Friday, August 5, 2011

Berhenti!



Berhenti



mengomel !



mengadu !



mengeluh!



wahai hati,



Bersyukurlah pada setiap detik waktu yang berlalu.


Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Alih bahasa

Dulu ada baca cerita ini dari versi arab di englishkan dan sekarang di bahasa melayukan serta di Malaysiakan:

cERpen


Dari Abu Hurairah R.A:

Datang seorang menemui Rasulullah S.A.W dia bertanya, "Wahai Rasulullah, siapakah orang yang paling layak untuk bergaul dengan paling baiknya?" "Ibumu." Baginda S.A.W menjawab. "Kemudian siapa?", "Ibumu", "Kemudian setelahnya siapa?","Ibumu." Untuk kali berikutnya orang itu bertanya lagi, "Kemudian siapa?" "Ayahmu"jawab Baginda Rasulullah S.A.W.

-semakin kurang menemami mak, should spend more time with her :(

Monday, August 1, 2011

Dengan menyebut nama

First day Ramadhan 2011 , let's perform better our best this year ^^

Dengan menyebut nama Allah
Jalani hidupmu
Yakinkan niatmu
Jangan pernah ragu

Dengan menyebut nama Allah
Bulatkan tekadmu
Menempuh nasibmu
Kemanapun menuju

Serahkanlah hidup dan matimu
Serahkan pada Allah semata
Serahkan duka gembiramu
Agar damai senantiasa hatimu

Munsyid : M. Arifin Ilham


Still have an excused not to performed solah?

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Berpusing.

Semalam, keluar dengan my sis in law...pergi beli barang-barang dapur dan cuci mata ^^.... Balik rumah dalam pukul 10.10pm. Tengok rumah dah gelap-gelita. Sebelum pergi tadi mak dah beritahu dia letih hari ini. Nak masuk rumah , takde kunci. Panggil mak, ketuk pintu , telefon no.rumah yang bunyi super kuat boleh dengar dari luar rumah lagi..Telefon beberapa kali sambil ketuk pintu dan panggil2 mak tanpa henti selama lebih kurang 10 minit...Call my bro suh dia balik cepat sikit sebab dia bawa kunci rumah. Dalam hati memang rasa tak best dan bersalah sebab tinggalkan mak sorang-sorang kat rumah. Kepala fikir macam2 sebab last two weeks my neighbour pengsan sbb tekanan darah naik. Siap called ambulans sbb dia x leh jalan langsung. Jadi sangat risau sebab selalunya panggil sekejap je, mak dah bangun. My bro smpai buka pintu...trus masuk rumah tggl bebrg kat luar, masuk pintu bilik ---> buka lampu ---> hug my mum ---> sgt lega sbb mak dalam keadaan separuh sedar tanya bila balik. Fuh....sangat dan teramat lega. Ini adalah pinjaman /anugerah Allah yang paling besar dalam hidup ini. Hanya orang yang berada di dalam situasi diri ini sahaja yang faham. For person who still have both parent, they do not know these feelings.......


For a person who in the same boat with me...Be strong, stay healthy and give your best effort to make your mother happy...:)

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Bila Diri Di Sayangi

Terdengar bisikan mesra

Kalimah keramat bermentera
Bermulanya siang berakhir malamku
Tak akan kujemu menyebut namamu

Tiada batasan waktu
Tiada tempat mu tertentu
Di gunung di lembah, di darat, di air
Siapa pun hamba, keikhlasan doa, keagungan kasih
Merubah takdir

(Korus)
Bila ku sedari diri disayangi
Langkah kaki ini semakin berani
Bila terkeliru ku ucap namamu
Terasa diriku kembali dipandu

Engkau yang pertama tiada akhirnya
Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahaya
Izinkahlah aku menumpang di sini
Di bawah naungan kasih dan sayang mu
Ku berserah diri

Tiada batasan waktu
Tiada tempat mu tertentu
Di gunung di lembah, di darat, di air
Siapa pun hamba, keikhlasan doa, keagungan kasih
Merubah takdir..

(ulang korus)

keikhlasan doa, keagungan kasih
Merubah takdir..

Tajuk/Lirik Lagu: Bila Diri Di Sayangi
Penyanyi: Ukays

Perasaan tak lagu ini sebenarnya menceritakan hubungan manusia dengan Tuhan....

Monday, July 25, 2011

Dia datang lagi.....

Alhamdulillah, tepat 7 hari lagi insyaAllah kita akan menyambut bulan penuh keberkatan, rahmat dan ketenangan. Ramadhan is coming again! So excited. Mari bersihkan hati yang dipenuhi segala macam debu kekotoran yang dah nak jadi macam isi dalam hati.


Wednesday, July 13, 2011

it takes time...

Alhamdulillah, sudah 25 tahun dan hampir 26 tahun menikmati segala nikmat kurniaan Allah di muka bumi ini. Terasa sebentar benar masa berlalu...dulu-dulu sibuk bermain , kemudian belajar dan sekarang masih sibuk lagi. Masa sentiasa akan terisi walaupun kita tak cuba untuk mengisinya.I see a lot of people change, maybe because of the environment, culture or wealth. Tak pasti yang mana satu penyebabnya. Namun yang pasti, mereka makin mencintai dunia yang sementara ini. Looking at them, I try to reflect myself. If I am in their position, might be akan jadi langsung tak sedar dirikan? Adat manusia tatkala kesenangan melanda, sering terlupa tujuan hidup yang utama (reminder 4 myself).



Ya Allah jangan biarkan hambamu ini terleka walau sedetik cuma. Moga setiap saat yang telah berlaku mampu membimbing hambaMu menyusuri detik2 yang bakal berlalu.

-amin-

Friday, July 1, 2011

Dalam sebuah riwayat

Dalam sebuah riwayat ada menceritakan, suatu hari Nabi Musa telah mengalami sakit perut yang sangat teruk. Baginda kemudian berdoa kepada Allah agar diberikan ubat yang boleh menyembuhkan sakitnya.Allah memerintahkan baginda memakan sejenis rumput-rampai di daerah itu.Lalu dengan membaca 'Bismillah', Nabi Musa memakan rumput itu.

Dengan izin Allah juga, sakit perut Nabi Musa hilang serta-merta.Namun beberapa hari berikutnya, baginda kembali diserang sakit yang sama.Tanpa berfikir panjang, baginda terus memakan rumput ubat yang dimakannya sebelum ini.Malangnya kali ini, sakitnya tidak beransur baik, malah bertambah sakit.

Lalu Nabi Musa berdoa kepada Allah, bertanya mengapa perkara itu berlaku.

Allah menjawab pertanyaan baginda dengan firman yang bermaksud:

"Pada hari pertama kau memakan ubat itu, kau berdoa kepada-Ku, maka Aku kabulkan doamu dan Aku sembuhkan penyakitmu. Tetapi, pada hari ini kamu sakit dan kamu memakan ubat itu dan tidak berdoa pada-Ku. Maka, Aku tidak menyembuhkan penyakitmu, kerana Akulah penyembuh segala penyakit."

Source:http://ulatlabah.blogspot.com/2010/12/ubat.html


^^Allah adalah sebaik-baik sandaran ^^

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Orang lain tak tahu

Teringat satu cerita yang dibaca masa form 5 dulu. Cerita tentang persahabatan. Tak berapa ingat nama watak dan jalan cerita yang sebenar. Ceritanya lebih kurang macam ni:

" Abu seorang pelajar yang tidak disukai semua orang.Ada sahaja perwatakannya yang dtidak disenangi sahabat yang lain.Oleh itu, Abu tidak mempunyai seorang sahabat pun.Pada suatu hari datang seorang pelajar baru namanya Ali(memang tak ingat nama watak, jadi hentam je le letak nama Ali dan Abu).

Entah bagaimana , Abu menjadi sahabat yang sangat akrab dengan Ali. Jadi ramai pelajar yang menasihati Ali, jangan berkawan dengan Abu.Sebab mereka rasa Abu mempergunakan Ali. Ali hanya tersenyum dan masih meneruskan persahabatannya dengan Abu.Dalam hati Ali berkata, walaupun pada zahirnya Abu nampak seperti seorang yang sombong berlagak dll tetapi Abu adalah seorang yang sangat caring.Namun orang lain tak nampak kelebihan Abu cuma si Ali ni je terang matanya.hehehe....

Mereka bersahabat hingga dewasa, dan keduanya menjadi parajurit negara.Dalam satu pertempuran, Abu telah hilang di dalam hutan. Apabila tak dapat melihat Abu, Ali pun bertanya kepada Ketua mereka, apa yang telah berlaku dan dimana Abu.

Ketuanya menjawab, "Abu telah hilang dan tak dapat di kesan kedudukannya.Sebelum hilang dia telah tercedera diserang musuh."Tatkala mendengar kata-kata ketuanya,Ali bersiap sedia untuk masuk ke dalam hutan mencari Abu. Tetapi dia ditegah oleh ketuanya, "Sebagai seorang askar, kamu pasti tahukan apa yangakan terjadi kepada Abu. Jangan pergi usaha kamu akan sia-sia". Ali tidak mengendahkan kata-kata ketuanya.Dia terus masuk ke dalam hutan.

Tidak berapa lama kemudian, Ali pulang dengan mendukung badan Abu yang sudah tidak bernyawa lagi.Ketuanya pun pergi ke arah Ali dan berkata, "Kan saya dah kata , usaha kamu hanya sia-sia." Ali hanya mendiamkan diri. Di dalam hatinya berasa puas, walaupun Abu sudah tiada tetapi dia dapat bercakap untuk kali yang terakhir dengan Abu. (Kata-kata terkahir dia dah tak ingat)"

Cerita ini banyak memberi pengajaran,how you want to make friends and how to appriciate your friends. Orang lain tak nampak kelebihan sahabat kamu, tetapi kamu nampak.^^




Sunday, June 19, 2011

running

Two days playing with the rain, now my nose is running ~.~





melayan lagu thump-thump from sunny hill.


From the start, we did not fit



Always starting fights, always frustrating the other



It's really strange,



Unknowingly our hearts connected



If you aren't by my side, I'll miss you like crazy



A special person to me, a gift that moved my heart,



The way you came to me, why are you so likable







Because of you,



This heart of mine, goes thump thump



I only love you, the words my heart wants to say out loud



When you face me with closed eyes,



The trembling me with puckered lips



For you to hold me in your arms, it's my dream







That day I waited for you while pretending to be asleep,



Compared to my heartbeat, I heard your heart beating louder



Want to hide it but I can't, even in dreams it's the same,



The one person who's more important than anything else







Because of you,



This heart of mine, goes thump thump



I only love you, the words my heart want to say out loud



When you face me with closed eyes,



The trembling me with puckered lips



For you to hold me in your arms, it's my dream







I know, we are same,



In our hearts we've etched a dazzling love







Because of you,



My heart will forever go thump thump



I only love you, the words that filled my heart with happiness



With open arms, you surrendered your trembling hard



I'll let you have the best love

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Apa yg terjadi ada hikmah sebaliknya

Dalam dua minggu ni, automatic semua arahan doktor diikuti.Even sebelum ni , banyak je alasan -xmahu ikut kata2 doktor.(Sorry doctor, u've very stubborn patient).Masa mula-mula nak jatuh sakit tu pun masih berdegil, still doing things dat i suppose x to do..Orang degil ni memang susah nak dinasihati. Nasib badan dapat tuan degil.But then jatuh sakit teruk, semua benda pun tak bley mkn even duduk rumah pun pakai baju sejuk. Rasa sangat bersyukur dapat sakit kali ni, sangat banyak membantu. Ianya membuat ku berfikir thousand time, how stubborn i'm before.Taubat tak mahu degil2 lagi :)

Currently listen to this song, really inspiring.

Terdampar jauh dihempas badai kuhanyut
Hati merintih terkunci mulut membisu
Perjalanan yang jauh bagai tiada sudahnya
Liku ranjau kutempuh dalam mencari jawapan

Di sudut kecil hatiku sering berkata
Apa yg terjadi ada hikmah sebaliknya
Kuberanikan diri menongkah arus yang deras
Demi hari esok ku relakan

Korus
Walau tiada tangan menghulur
Kan ku tetap berdiri teguh ku bangkit semula
Tuhan, hanya engkau mengerti
Perjalanan hidup seorang insan

Kini ku jauh memetik bintang di langit
Berakhir musim dingin kini mekar bunga indah
Tinggallah memori terpahat di dalam dada
Terjawab sudah segalanya

Ulang Korus

Aku hanya ingin merasa
Kemanisan hidup di dunia yang kudambakan
Tuhan hanya engkau mengerti
Perjalanan hidup seorang insan

Walau tiada tangan menghulur
Kan ku tetap berdiri teguh
Ku bangkit semula
Hanya titipkanlah doa
Agar permataku terus bersinar

Lirik Lagu Aku Permata – Salma Mentor 5


Friday, June 17, 2011

Lihatlah sekitar alam

Lihatlah sekitar alam
Dunia luas terbentang
Langit tinggi kebiruan
Pohon-pohon kehijauan
Hembusan bayu yang menyegarkan

Dengarkan di sana-sini
Beburung riang menyanyi
Berbunga aneka warna
Sumber kedamaian jiwa
Mensyukuri nikmat Maha Esa

Begitu berharga kehidupan ini
Bagi mereka yang tahu menghargai
Mengapa terdorong oleh perasaan
Kalau turutkan hati diri menjadi korban
Tiada yang dapat lari dari masalah diri

Hadapi lah dengan tenang
Tiap cabaran yang datang
Atasinya dengan keimanan
Sekadar buat renungan
Untukmu teman tersayang
Hitam putih masa depan
Sendirian menentukan
Hidup ini usah persiakan




Thursday, June 2, 2011

The Arrivals

The Arrivals, macam pernah dengar kan? Dah lama dengar sebenarnya tapi baru2 ni dapat layan citer ni. My sister in law duk promote :) Thanks Kak Long. Memang menarik, this series make you think what actually happens around us. Betapa pemikiran kita ni sebenarnya telah dijajah tanpa kita sedari. Bila tengok series ni doesn't mean you have to accept 100 percent, you have your own mind- so while you watch :try to observed and think.

Last night watching Lilo and Stitch, saje tengok too observed. After ni, have extra careful to select which cartoon that i'll let my anak-anak tengok ~_~



Everything you want comes after you stop looking for it...
- unknown

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

just let it go.......


There comes a time when you have to choose between turning the page and closing the book.
- Josh Jameson

Like being indifferent towards me,
Your cold heart is just like as if I don't know you are hard on me
Not many woman like this you have tried so far,
Timid me is continues to go round and round everyday
This kind of me kept being attracted by that kind of you,
Just being uneasy, just being hurt
Please whatever you try to say is frustrating to me,
Try to lie you will be frustrating

——

No time to give and take in order to get you
Nothing to regret, because there are many more besides you
There is only one chance, don’t ask for more
Otherwise I will coolly send you away

just let it go let it go let it go
just let it go let it go let it go

This is how I am, you just didn’t know that

I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no
I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no

Don’t need to hesitate, that we came till that point
Not even starting, you have me and if you leave me again
I have nothing to lose, because I was alone originally
If you are not sincere, I have nothing to give you too
Because you are not mine originally

just let it go let it go let it go
just let it go let it go let it go

This is how I am, you just didn’t know that

I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no
I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no

Don’t need to hesitate, that we came till that point

Don’t you know, don’t you know

My heart hidden behind the pretentious strong words
Pretending it’s not, pretending to go
Saying take my outstretched hand

just let it go let it go let it go
just let it go let it go let it go

This is how I am, you just didn’t know that

I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no
I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no

Don’t need to hesitate, that we came till that point

—–

Even when I become exhausted because of you,
I pretend not to know, pretend not to see, that started to make me hurt

I’d rather you let it out and say you hate it when you do,
Frankly asking me to leave, that would be better for me

Your words are difficult, like your heart which I don’t understand,
I thought everything was a joke, like throwing away everything
Open your heart a little, tell me for sure, I will follow whatever you say will do

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

I hope

In the end everyone will hurt you... it's up to you to decide who is worth the pain.
- don't know


Love Pictures, Images and Photos

I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change; when everybody else does.
-unknown


I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
-Lisa Brooks

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

*17 most important things to remember in life*

1.Never give up on anybody;miracles happen everyday.

2.Be brave even if your not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.

3. Think big thoughts, relish small pleasures.

4. Learn to listen. Opportunity sometimes knocks very softly.

5. Never deprive someone of hope, it might be all they have.

6. Strive for excellence, not perfection.

7. Don't waste time grieving over past mistakes. Learn from them and move on.

8. When someone hugs you let them be the first to let go.

9. Never cut what can be untied.

10. Don't expect life to be fair.

11. Remember:Success comes to the one that acts first.

12. Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.

13. Remember that nobody makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who help you.

14. Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed.

15. Laugh a lot.A good sense of humor cures almost all of life's ills.

16. Don't miss the magic of the moment by focusing on whats to come.

17. Watch for big problems. They disguise big opportunities.


- kelsey

Monday, May 16, 2011

Not all

Not all scars shows.
Not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't see, the pain someone feels.

- Unknown


alone Pictures, Images and Photos

Sunday, May 15, 2011

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

- Unknown
Isn't it is so true ?