Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Endorphin

In a sky filled with sunlight
You came to me illuminated by a dazzling light

The one who helped me to see the smile in my eyes
Because of this thankful person
I'm able to be happy

I'll engrave your image into my eyes
I'll protect you and this thankful love
So that you can be happy

An endorphin that overflows within my body
Always makes me happy
That's what you are to me no doubt

I hope I can be your endorphin.........

Endorphin : Any of a group of peptide hormones that bind to
opiate receptors and are found mainly in the brain.
Endorphins reduce the sensation of pain and affect emotions.





Saturday, December 25, 2010

Rain and air


Our friendship is not like the rain,

That comes and goes away,

Our friendship is like the air,

Sometimes silent but always around us.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Ilhamku ~

Beribu bintang dilangit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang atau rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan

Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku...

Impression for a life time



Even you give me a poison,
The taste is still sweet like a honey.
Because you already give the tremendous impression for a life time

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

the whole truth


Don't tell lies,because it's not right.
Don't reveal the whole truth because it's unnecessary.....

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Think twice




I do not know what I am to you,

But I know what you are to me.

Inspiration………


Monday, December 13, 2010

Tafakkur

Sejauh-jauh mata memandang
Sedalam-dalam hati merasakan
Hanya setitik debu yang tertuang
Dalam syair pujian

Lepas hati memandang lautmu
Terheran diri pada langitmu
Berjuta kata tak cukup untuk
Melukis indahmu

Melihat bintang alangkah jauhnya
Melihat biru alangkah dekatmu
Melihat hutan melihat gunung
Siapa menjagamu
Mendengar tangis dalam deritamu
Rasakan luka dihari-harimu
Pada siapa air mata ini 'kan mengadu

Bumi akan sepi
Bangga sementara
A...adakah tempat kembali
A...adakah selain Allah

Lirik Tafakkur - Opick

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Start again....



Bermula kembali memang menakutkan. Apatah lagi bila memikirkan kemungkinan2 yang mendatang. Apa akan berlaku jika jatuh sekali lagi dan tersungkur sebelum masanya. Orang selalu kata saya berani untuk bermula kembali. Deep in my heart, I am very scared. I am thinking a lot of obstacles, I might face in the future. Belum lagi bab mulut2 tempayan yang tak boleh nak ditutup. Tapi kalau nak fikirkan semuanya pasti tak kan berani nak mengorak langkah. So what I am doing is go ahead, don't look behind , don't think what you have left just think what else will you gain .... Let's start again !

Lukanya sudah hilang



Teringat kata dari teman baik:
"Benda dah lama berlalu. Lupakan dan anggap je nothing happens." (lebih kurang macam inilah ayatnya.)

Saya jawap:
"Tak mahu.Tak suka."

The fact is bukannya sebab tak boleh maafkan si dia. I am already forgive him long long time ago. Luka yang diberinya telah lama sembuh.....tetapi parutnya masih jelas kelihatan. For him, I really hopes he do not repeat the same mistake and free from feel guilty all the time.

I am thankful for the “mistake” because it becomes guideline for me until now.


Friday, December 10, 2010

Jadikan DIA yang pertama


Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad):
“Jika kamu sembunyikan apa yang ada dalam dada kamu atau kamu melahirkannya,
nescaya Allah mengetahuinya; dan Ia mengetahui segala yang ada di langit dan yang ada di bumi. Dan Allah Maha Kuasa atas tiap-tiap sesuatu. (3:29)




Dream big.


Dream big !
You might not accomplish today, tomorrow or after ten years,
But keep moving is consider as half of the achievement.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Silent song


I sing a silent song,
With a hush and serene tone,


I read a blank page,
With a full volume voice,


I write a useless poem,
With all my heart.


I sing ,
I read,
I write….
It is still the same…….
I am still here......................................

strenuous


I do not know going through this path again is so painful and strenuous.

Do not give up no matter what.
Make impossible to possible...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Ketika senang ...


Rasulullah SAW berpesan:-
"Sesiapa yang mahu doanya diterima ketika dalam keadaan kesempitan atau kesusahan hendaklah dia banyak berdoa ketika dalam kesenangan."
(Direkodkan oleh Tirmizi)

Monday, December 6, 2010

Someday...

Baby, you got me feeling wonderful
I can't believe that your so wonderful
This is wonderful
you're the one, my only wonderful

I don't want it someday
I don't want it one day
Gotta have it somehow
I want it right now

I don't want it someday
I don't want it one day
Gotta have it somehow
I want it right now

I wanna live my life, live it to the someday
Live it in the light, let that sunshine come in
I can't wait no longer, I can't wait for someday
Always Getting stronger, one day baby one day

I'm gonna live my life and live it in all
it's gonna be so awesome blossom and beautiful
I'm gonna be with you, baby, and you gonna be with me
I gotta have a?...

Then wait up right now
Baby have a sit
And wait here patiently

For the Someday.. waiting for the one day.
Hoping for the somehow
to have it right now.

Cuz I don't want it someday
I don't want it one day
Gotta have it somehow
I want it right now

Baby you got me feeling wonderful
I can't believe that you're so wonderful
This is wonderful
you're the one my only wonderful

Your past is history, future a mystery.
Today is a precious gift that's why it's called present.
I'll give it all to you, cuz people want it too.
Let's not be scared to have a little taste of heaven.

Cuz I don't wanna live my life with no reason at all
I'm stumbling onto love and lovin' the fall
Cuz I wanna be with you, baby, and you wanna be with me.
I gotta have a?...
Then wait up right now
Baby have a sit
And wait here patiently

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Meminta dan terus meminta...


Dalam Hadis Kudsi , Allah berkata:-

Wahai hamba-hambaku, kamu semua tersesat kecuali orang yang Aku berikan petunjuk.Mintalah petunjuk dariKu, nescaya aku akan beri petunjuk.
(Hadis Riwayat Muslim)

Abu Hurairah RA berkata bahawa Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

“Tiga golongan yang tidak pernah ditolak doa mereka adalah doa orang yang berpuasa, doa pemerintah yang adil dan ketiga, doa orang yang dizalimi, di mana doa-doa mereka terbuka luas dan Allah memberi jaminan doa mereka pasti dipenuhi.
(Riwayat Tirmizi)

Meminta dan terus meminta tanpa jemu dan PERCAYA akan janji-janjiNya.


Saturday, November 27, 2010

6 tahun sudah....

Reminiscing all the past 6 years memory , make me smile…

To happy to say I am not

Still sweet and full of charmed like yesterday

I just love in it

Cant refused to smile back

And hide my feeling

Oh dear,

I think u also the same!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Shine like a star



Shine brightly....you can see the light,
Shine strongly...you can see the strength,
Shine bravely...you can win.



Thursday, November 18, 2010

Hari hujan...

tik tok tik tok hujan dah turun....


If you wait until you are sure,
you will never take off your training wheels - unknown.

rain Pictures, Images and Photos

The best gift...



I really love my old watch. Though, I’ve been planning to buy a new watch since mine it is so old –already have bit rust. Just imagine, how old my watch. This watch still can function well + high durability- have go through a lot of scene: accident , mandi sungai, masuk hutan entah berapa kali dll. I just look around for new watch, not for replacement but as a backup. I am a bit picky about how my watch would look like:

-must have a number.

-round shape.

-simple design.( I do not like a fancy design. Serabut!!)

-comfortable.

-light color.( no striking colour !)

-good quality.

And last Tuesday, someone give me the present- hand in. She is working but takes a break for send me the gift. I was so touched since the gift is the thing that I have looking around for several weeks. And the best part is the watch meet all my requirements with a lovely card.


Thank you so much !

Never lies...



So confused now...but my heart said N.O.

The day is passed by…….

Yong Sheng: In the beginning is a very shy boy- does not know how to mingle around with friend. Even snack time, I have to ask him go play with your friends. But in the end he is the one who is very playful and have a lot of friend. In addition, now he is highly confident to talk and ask anything to me. So cute and adorable boy ^^

Wai Hin: From the beginning I really like him. He has a leadership skill. His mom always said that I love him so much that why he really love my subject ^^v

Jonathan: Begin as the laziest kids I have ever met. Even want to go to play also lazy. Every morning I have to wake him up from uncle Foo avanza and called him several times to go inside class. I wonder why he acts like this. After parent meeting, I know that he does not have a good sleeping habit. He scared to sleep alone in the middle of night + he stays so far from school. He has to wake up early in the morning, that the reason why every morning he is so sleepy. In the end, no need to call him. He can wake up by himself and do his work by his own. Missed his cute cheek and main penyet2 with him >:d<

Jian Yi: The most silence boy I have ever met. Even when he so excited he managed to not voicing anything. So weird! Therefore, every morning I will force him to greet me and everything he do I will ask him to talk. In the end, he does not go to anyone else but me when he wants to talk. Feeling so good :>

Maria: I am so happy when she comes but then I realize her is so blur. Ayat-ayat memang power:

- Kenapa dalam anggur ini ada kacang? ( kan ke biji buah anggur tu)

- Garang tapi nampak lagi cantik.(ayat kipas baiknya)

Selalu tanya soalan yang sama walaupun dah beritahu jawapannya. Macam iklan pasal burung murai pula.

Xin Yue & Che Wei: so talkactive -> always been scold -> never put in heart. Both of them cry hardly in the end. I am so touched.

Yue Xin & Debbie: always confused between both of them. Twins but different parents. Both are so cute and sweet.

Ha Vern: my assistant. I hope I can get a son like him. Have a very good heart.

Si putih: camp with me and the one who always make me go around the school. He makes a lot of worst-sweet memories.

Kim Yen & Eazen : my translator.

Roy : my handsome boy with kind heart <3

Lele: He teaches me a lot about patient.

Si min, yu en, Claire , Cheryl , zhe hao, zong tai, marcus, kai syuen,jun wen,zi yi, Samson, li quan, joslyn,jia wen , ze-chen, jen hong,fang qing,jie ling, Brandon, zhi ru, jin yong, Rachael, natallie,siaw yau, su anne,yan tung,zhi quan, jun jian,aome,caden kai rau,karlson,faith,yun hao,song hui,jia xu,karyi,meiyi,jia yong,xin hui,chee kean,andrea,pei xin, yen xin,wei chee,yi xuan,yee ying, Rachael, sam yin,ying chi,ryan,siqian,Alicia,sze kay,bryan,chee wei,shu yee,jia jing,ann ann,yik sheng,zi weng,jia jia, jon cheng( the most matured + brilliant),yin henn, zhi yuan,jay chad,yao hui,pei yi,nana yu,jia tsyr,wei shan,viyian,shu ying… I was so touched. One year bond us together. Will always remember all of you because you all are my first …….





Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Salam Eid al-Adha



Hanya Dia yang Maha Mengetahui apa yang kamu lalui dan apa yang telah kamu lakukan...
Jadi , marilah lakukan yang terbaik :)

Monday, November 15, 2010

Buangkan saje...

Jika itu sudah suratan,
Aku terima keputusannya ,
Aku mahu ,
Buangkan saje semuanya ..........



No more 19...
No more waiting....
Move on with @ without.....
It is still the same : |


Sunday, November 7, 2010

Impian hari ini....



Impian hari ini adalah kenyataan hari esok.
Do not give up no matter what.
Be strong like a dandelion.
Alhamdulillah YOU already give me more than what I should deserved.
Amin.


Thursday, November 4, 2010

Setahun sudah~~~~

It is already 1 year, 4 days. How fast the time goes on. I am still reluctant to let them go. Will miss them so much after this 2 week :(

Thank you Allah…


Monday, October 25, 2010

Fool's garden

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

Sunday, October 10, 2010

k.e.l.i.r.u




Your intellect may confused but your emotions will never lie to you.

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time....

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Don`t despair and never loose hope

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Every timeyou can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

Monday, September 6, 2010

cepatnya

Sedar tak sedar dah nak sampai ke penghujung bulan ramadhan > Dalam hati ada sedikit rasa kekesalan. Banyak sangat nak buat sampai tak terbuat dan akhirnya memang tak buat. Ramadhan kali ini memang banyak betul dugaannya terutama ketahanan fisikal.. Alhamdulillah , semuanya dh berlalu.. Mengharap semua amalan diterima dan konsistensasi dalam beramal akan bersambung di bulan2 yang lain.



Hopefully, hati ada bersih sedikit dari sebelumnya................:D

Thursday, September 2, 2010

cuti satu Malaysia

Punyalah ketinggalan zaman , rupa-rupanya ada cuti satu Malaysia..Tak pernah tahu pun..maaf saya bkn warga negara Malaysia yang baik.

Memang kasihan betul tgk kanak2 terbiar yang parent tak ambil kisah apa yang diorg nak buat. Kalau anak orang kaya tu, at least keperluan dan kehendak material dptlah dipenuhi. Ini kalu dah x berapa nak kaya.Kasihannya dgn anak2 mereka...

PENYAKIT UMAT-UMAT DAHULU
Drpd Abu Hurairah ra katanya: Aku mendengar Rasulullah saw bersabda, Umat ku akan ditimpa penyakit2 yg pernah menimpa umat2 dahulu. Sahabat bertanya, Apakah penyakit2 umat2 dahulu itu? Nabi saw menjawab, Penyakit2 itu ialah: 1) terlalu banyak seronok,
(2) terlalu mewah
(3) menghimpunkan harta sebanyak mungkin,
(4) tipu menipu dlm merebut harta benda dunia,
(5) saling memarahi
(6) hasud menghasud sehingga jadi zalim menzalim.
- H.R Hakim

KETERANGAN:
Penyakit2 yg disebutkan oleh Rasulullah saw tadi telah banyak kita lihat di kalangan kaum muslimin dihari ini. Disana sini melihat penyakit ini merebak & menjalar dlm masyarakat dgn ganasnya. Dunia Islam dilanda krisis rohani itulah mereka terpaksa mencari & menimbun harta benda sebanyak-banyaknya untuk memuaskan hawa nafsu. maka apabila hawa nafsu diperturutkan tentunya mereka terpaksa menggunakan segala macam cara & tipu helah. Di saat itu, hilanglah nilai-nilai akhlak & yg wujud hanyalah kecurangan, khianat, hasut-menghasud & sebaginya.

(sumber:http://halaqah.net/v10/index.php?topic=11789.new;topicseen )

Anak itu harta yg paling berharga, boleh buat jaminan smpai akhirat. .........

Saturday, August 21, 2010

way back into life

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into life
I can't make it through without a way back into life

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

All I want to do is find a way back into life
I can't make it through without a way back into life

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into life
I can't make it through without a way back into life

Sunday, August 15, 2010

2:186 ; 2:286

“Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau mengirakan kami salah jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Wahai Tuhan kami ! Janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami bebanan yang berat sebagaimana yang telah Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kami. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya. Dan maafkanlah kesalahan kami, serta ampunkanlah dosa kami, dan berilah rahmat kepada kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami; oleh itu, tolonglah kami untuk mencapai kemenangan terhadap kaum-kaum yang kafir”.

Dan apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya kepadamu mengenai Aku maka (beritahu kepada mereka): sesungguhnya Aku (Allah) sentiasa hampir (kepada mereka); Aku perkenankan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila ia berdoa kepadaKu. Maka hendaklah mereka menyahut seruanku (dengan mematuhi perintahKu), dan hendaklah mereka beriman kepadaKu supaya mereka menjadi baik serta betul.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

sulit dan mudah

Sangat rindu zaman berjemaah masa kanak2 dulu, waktu selang 2 rakaat dlm solat terawikh - sibuk pandang sesama sendiri, check ada keluar rambut tak.

Sangat rindu zaman berjemaah tengok semua orang berlumba2 wat solat sunat n baca al-Quran.

Kenapa la , now ade je senggang masa jemaah sibuk cakap sana sini..hello, ini tempat orang tambah pahala bukan dosa.

Saya rindu masa2 yang lalu. ...

  1. Karena sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, (QS. 94:5)
  2. Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. (QS. 94:6)
  3. Maka apabila kamu telah selesai (dari sesuatu urusan), kerjakanlah dengan sungguh-sungguh (urusan) yang lain, (QS. 94:7)
  4. dan hanya kepada Rabbmulah hendaknya kamu berharap". (QS. 94:8)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

diy t-shirt

















ayat kipas yang best dengar hari ini : garang tapi nampak lagi cantik...fuh...tersenyum separuh hari dibuatnya :)

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

The power of choice

"Dan jika kamu menuruti kebanyakan (majoriti) orang-orang yang di muka bumi ini, nescaya mereka akan menyesatkan diri kamu dari jalan Allah. Mereka tidak lain hanya mengikuti persangkaan belaka dan mereka tidak lain hanyalah berdusta (terhadap Allah)". (Surah Al-An'am, 116)

Pilihan dibuat oleh diri kita sendiri dan berdasarkan keizinanNya. Maka kita masih mempunyai kuasa untuk membentuk jalan yang bakal kita lalui – yang lurus atau bengkak-bengkok .

Layanlah semua orang dengan baik hati walaupun mereka berkasar dengan anda – bukan kerana mereka baik tetapi kerana anda seorang yang baik hati.

Let's do it !


When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
But Violent prone, poor people zone
But it’s my home, all I have known
Where I got grown, streets we would roam
But out of the darkness, I came the farthest
Among the hardest survival
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak
Except no defeat, surrender retreat

So we struggling, fighting to eat and
We wondering when we’ll be free
So we patiently wait, for that fateful day
It’s not far away, so for now we say

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say, love is the way
Love is the answer, that’s what they say,
But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn’t hold us
Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers

But we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering, when we’ll be free
So we patiently wait, for that faithful day
It’s not far away, but for now we say

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And everybody will be singing it
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And you and I will be singing it
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And we all will be singing it
(Ohhh Ohh Ohh Ohh)

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger, just like a Waving Flag
Just like a Waving Flag, just like a Waving flag
Flag, flag, Just like a Waving Flag.


Friday, June 11, 2010

--- thank you ----

M: H, I love you!!
H tersenyum malu2..then his friend tease him.
Terus dia wat muka kat M konon2 tak happy...
cover baiknya H.


Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you ...thank you...
H missed u ~~~~

Monday, May 31, 2010

For my first soulmate.....

First time dengar lagu ini, I’m crying hardly especially bila menghayati (menghayatilah sangat kan…) lirik lagu ini. That time I am only at my first year , second semester. Memang rasa lirik ini memang ngam sangat dengan our relationship. She sends me this song afternoon rasanya , masa tu baru balik dari kelas then dengar lagu ini. Alamak , tak boleh tahan terus air mata meleleh tak mahu berhenti sebab terfikir the moment of our grad tu nanti. Suddenly, she comes to my room, tak sempat nak cover diri sendiri. Mata merah , muka pun basah lagi dengan air mata. Even though, she is so curious why I am crying but she keeps in silence, she just asks me what time we want to go to my sister house. On the way to my sis house, she opens up her mouth.

“ Aku nak tanya cikit boleh. Nape erk petang tadi ko nangis?”

Saya buat muka.(Ceh… dah agak dah mesti nak tanya juga kan..)

“ Sebab ko lah. Share lagu tu buat apa. Saje wat orang sedih.”

She laughs hardly. (ada ke patut..)

“Tak sangka lagu tu meaningful betul erk.”

“ Sedih sebab bila fikir ko gi intern dulu dari aku, then you grad first before me.”

Dia hanya anggukkan kepala.(tak tahu lah tanda setuju ke apa..)


Until now, when I am hear this song I will remember you my dear. Hopefully, our friendship lasting forever. Luv u lillahi. Rindu zaman duk kat tgh bangunan v2 , mengambil angin malam sambil merepek what will be happen in future.That’s the reason why I do not care even I am sesat melarat selama 2 jam. Susah sangat nak jumpa sekarang. Setahun sekali pun belum tentu. Dulu satu hari , setiap jam nak jumpa pun boleh. Teringat dialog yang didengar petang tadi - when you love some one, you do not take any second to say how much you love them, while reminisce them give you a smile in your face.


"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]



Thursday, May 27, 2010

Strength and courage


Being deeply loved by someone gives you - strength.

While loving someone deeply gives you - courage.


Yes, it is true.. Strength and courage.


Semua berjalan dalam kehendak Nya
Nafas hidup cinta dan segalanya............


Sunday, May 9, 2010

Perihal hari ibu

H: I do not know how to draw my mother. (after draw and erased for several times... almost crying...)

M: Never mind come here, i will help you.

H come to M.

M: How your moms look like?

H: I do not know. (almost crying again..)

M start to draw the mom's hair.

H: No! no! no! my mom's hair not like that. My mom's hair is long.

M change her drawing.

H: No! no! no! my mom's hair not like that.

M change again her drawing.

H: But my mom's hair is long.

M: This is long hair, very long hair. You cannot see because the hair hiding behind the blouse.OK?

H accepted what M said. M sangatlah lega....Actually H is preparing the mother's day gift to his mother. The mother who he only see for 2-3 hour per day.

Happy mother's day.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

R u happy

Last meeting dapat 15 soalan untuk penilaian diri sendiri tapi lupa nk bawa balik jadi tak dapat nak ingat semua soalan kat blog. Ada beberapa soalan yang menarik:

1) Adakah kamu rasa gembira setiap hari apabila kamu datang kerja? Sudah tentu lah, saya rasa sangat gembira, weekend pun dengan rela hati nak pergi kerja...:D

2) Bila kanak2 mendengar arahan kamu, adakah kamu rasa mereka melakukannnya kerana rasa hormat ataupun takut ?
takut (Sangat pasti ) :P
Tadi ada terdengar mengenai life insurance , menarik betul. Jaminan seumur hidup. Cara pembayaran sangat unik sehari kena buat dua kali -pagi dan petang. Bayar pagi cover sampai petang, bayar petang cover sampai esok pagi. Cover everything. Pergh , menarik betul. Semua orang tak kira umur boleh dapatkan life insurance ini. Bayaran guna al-mathurat je :)

Monday, April 26, 2010

Sekali patah

Di dalam kitab Dalilul Falihin, diriwayatkan bahawa Imam Qurtubi berkata,

“Wanita dicipta dalam batas dan keadaan seperti tulang rusuk,”

dan bukan dicipta dari tulang rusuk. Dalam bentuk kiasan ia bermaksud, tulang rusuk dalam bengkok adalah berbeza daripada tulang yang lain sebagaimana wanita berbeza dari kaum lelaki. Perbezaan ini mempunyai kepentingannya jesteru tulang rusuk tidak boleh dicaci kerana berkeadaan seperti itu kerana tanpanya manusia menghadapi masalah.

source from : http://myhewi.wordpress.com/2009/09/01/wanita-dari-tulang-rusuk/

Tulang rusuk digunakan untuk melindungi organ2 yang penting dalam badan seperti jantung dan hati. Namun sifatnya mudah rapuh.Sekali patah, susah nak sembuh. Samalah dengan seorang wanita- once you hurt her feeling, there are no other way to turn back.

Indahnya agama Islam, semuanya telah dijelaskan dengan begitu terperinci. <3

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Strain not thine eyes

Janganlah engkau menujukan pandanganmu (serta menaruh hati) kepada nikmat kesenangan yang Kami berikan kepada beberapa golongan di antara mereka (yang kafir itu), dan janganlah engkau merasa dukacita terhadap mereka (kerana mereka tidak beriman dan tidak dapat menguatkan Islam sebagaimana yang engkau harapkan) dan sebaliknya hendaklah engkau merendah diri kepada orang-orang yang beriman (sekalipun mereka dari golongan fakir miskin). Surah al-Hijr :ayat 88.

Strain not thine eyes. (Wistfully) at what We have bestowed on certain classes of them, nor grieve over them: but lower thy wing (in gentleness) to the believers.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

kelajuan



Laju = Jarak / Masa

Mahu bergerak laju tapi tak punya masa dan jarak perjalanan yang tetap. Ditambah keadaan cuaca yang tak menentu. I am losing my way..........

“Dan demi sesungguhnya, Kami telah mencipta manusia dan Kami sedia mengetahui apa yang dibisikkan oleh hatinya, sedang (pengetahuan) Kami lebih dekat kepadanya daripada urat lehernya,” Surah Qaaf ayat 16.


Monday, April 5, 2010

Penyudahan yang baik

Dalam dua minggu ini, memang rasa letih sangat.Tidur cukup - standard orang dewasa tapi memang badan rasa letih sangat sampaikan kadang2 terlelap menunggu maghrib @ isyak.Terlelap bukan tidur....lagi pelik sebab memang bukan jenis orang yang boleh main terlelap2 ni, selalu kalau memang dah tak larat , terus baring atas kati l- t.i.d.u.r. Tapi sekarang sambil duduk pun boleh pejam mata. Sedar2 dah 15 minit berlalu. Boleh tak? nak satu hari je untuk rehatkan badan ni : tak mahu fakir apa2..…Sangat letih.
Justify Full
Pagi tadi sempat tengok Tanyalah ustaz. Kalau adaa kesempatan, memang menarik nak tengok sebab tempoh tayangan yang padat (kurang iklan :P) The way ustaz jawab soalan pun memang sangat menarik. Takde lah nak wat lawak tak berfaedahkan. Just straight to the point bagi jawapan yang mantap. This show is recommended :) Ada satu soalan yang menarek dari penonton.Tajuk hari ni ujian..Seorang alim , then datang ujian yang sangat berat sehingga akhirnya dia tak mampu nak hadapinya . He commits suicide…..sedihkan?

Jawapan Ustaz : Husnul Khatimah (penyudahan yang baik) itu amatlah penting jadi selalu lah berdoa kita diakhiri dgn keadaan yang baik. Kita tidak tahu bila kita akan pergi so do a good deed everyday, every time and every second dan selalulah berbuat baik dengan Allah > Sesungguhnya Dia Maha mengetahui segalanya. (ayat ditokok tambah ikut ingatan yang tak berapa nak baik ni)

Dan kawan saya dulu selalu kata – Jika suatu hari kita buat satu kesalahan yang amat besar sedangkan di waktu2 yang sebelumnya kita RASA sudah cuba melakukan yang terbaik dalam setiap amalan kita. Cuba check balik diri kita – betul ke solat kita semata keranaNya? Betul ke dalam setiap solat kepala takde melayang2 fikir hal dunia. Kalau tiang dalam diri pun tak kuat macam mana nak bina rumah yang kukuh. Betul, setuju ! Walau orang lain nampak macamlah kita ni punyalah baik – sebaik2 manusia tapi kita pun tahu apa yang kita buat . Kadang2 dan selalunya tak sama macam mana orang lain fikirkan.


I have a pimple because you k**s me…adoiya....Each times I remember this sentence, I smile by myself. Siapalah ajar buat ayat macam ini.

Monday, March 29, 2010

- Conteng2 -


Lama betul tak menconteng dinding macam gambar di atas. Sangat gembira sebab dibantu oleh tenaga pengajar yang pakar (Thanks a lot BL for ur advise). Sesiapa yang pernah tengok aku conteng dinding mesti tahu part mana is my drawing. Teringat masa form 5 dulu buat mural kat tembok besar perimbun, siap main panjat2 tembok. Pergh dulu memang rajin buang masa. Sekarang pun lebih kurang je, cuma masa dah tak cukup nak dibuang2kan. Rindu betul punya banyak masa dan kurang tanggungjawab. Less burden …………


Jika Allah memberi hidayah kepada suatu kaum, tentu Dia mengilhamkan kepada kaum itu untuk mengujudkannya : Imam Hasan Al-Banna.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Since you were already born

Dulu-dulu selalu cepat emo. , pantang ada je tak kena sikit.Muka masam tak habis , mengomel tak tentu hala. Masa berlalu , I am try harder to make myself smile and happy everyday even though dalam hati hanya Allah yang tahu sakitnya. Tak mahu layan perasan negatif ini. Biarkan saja berlalu.

Apabila ada seorang perempuan yang tampak dikurangkan haknya dalam satu hal, maka Islam pasti menggantikannya dengan yang lebih baik pada hal yang lain : Imam Hasan Al-Banna.

Allah itu Maha Adil...things happened for a reason...



Sunday, March 21, 2010

Tunas..

Jatuh cinta dengan karya hlovate..sangat menarik..Baru baca buku tunas (highly recommended), mengimbaukan kembali zaman waktu sekolah. Rindu!!! Zaman kena baca buku berbulan-bulan sebab nak jawab exam yang hanya beberapa jam. Zaman kawan-kawan jadi komponen penting dalam kehidupan harian. Zaman emo hanya kerana hal yang kecil. Zaman baru nak kenal kehidupan. Tunas the best ! walaupun jalan ceritanya memang lain sebab penulis ambil kelas sains (jadi istilah2 yang digunakan tak berapa nak faham ) tapi intipatinya masih sama cerita zaman persekolahan dan apa yang berlaku selepas keputusan SPM keluar. Masing2 bawa haluan sendiri. Tak sedar dah lepas zaman tu hampir 6 tahun.

Dua-dua gambar pun sebelah dengan Siti Maslinda. Kawan yang akan dicari bila tengah sedih dulu. Dia sangat best, tak reti nak pujuk orang tapi akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk buat kamu rasa lebih baik. Dan tak lupa A4 yang sekarang cam dah jadi A3....Seperti yang dijangkakan Azie yang pertama akan bertunang. Dulu waktu sekolah beriya2 kata dia yang terakhir , tak sudah jadi yang pertama juga. Congrats Azie aka merchant. Luo Bin , si jelita dalam kelas yang selalu baik hati pinjamkan buku nota. (Dulu selalu tak rajin nak salin nota dalam kelas sebab mengantuk.Teruk punya alasan).Tak lupa juga Cik Khairunnisa Adam, best buddy masa belajar sains dulu. Kalau cik Nisa ni tak selalu ajak menelaah subjek yang saya selalu tidur dalam kelas ini.Mesti lingkup subjek ini..TQ cik Nisa. Jasamu dikenang sampai bila-bila.Oh lupa pula, ketua kelas sudah pun berumah tangga. Tahniah juga! Cikgu -cikgu yang baik. 5proaktif 2003 memang best. Puan Saulin Sinding , cikgu yang paling sempoi. Sangat suka dia.

p/s: sejak masuk uni., memang kurang rajin nak membaca terutama novel tapi buku ini berjaya juga dihabiskan walaupun amik masa. Ini bermaksud memang berbaloi jika ada sesiapa nak baca buku ini..hehehe....Kalau dulu , mesti satu hari dah selamat tamat.